My Wolf. You monopolize my dreams again this night past. A meeting of my own inner cravings. Yet so far from realitys truth. I risk so much, yet I still ask,,,if you woke up tomorrow and I was just a forgotten memory of your past,,,how would you really feel?
Honestly is best for this life test.
You once loved me with your ego, as I didn’t feel it was your true heart. Am I still as beautiful when your eyes are full of fear. Or is that the mirroring image of my inner tears. Seeing only now how our souls are still so far apart. Sometimes I wonder why my intuition is not as strong a sound as my heart.
I blend into the darkness of the scattered night skies, Questioning every flash of movement. As if to question the very existence of light,Just as the stars would seek to ask questions from the moon, with hopes it won’t ignore, I would seek to ask forgiveness from your hearts vibration. To understand fully your souls true sensation.
And although I have never been the jealous type, Too often lately I have caught myself in an envious frenzy towards the sun.
The epitome of your blazing energy.
Is this why I, Pluto, the dark side of the moons shadows,,
Will never again be in the same orbit of one who shines so beautifully?Doomed to be obsolete in the outer reaches of your Rays. Our connection decays. Like cold winter rainy days , have swept this chance clean away. I have no right to ever ask you to stay.You are dangerous to my healing. And I need a warning Hazard sign around my neck.
But I ask you true again,,
If you woke up tomorrow and my energy has left your side, how would you really feel?
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