3am thoughts unraveled.
How many of you ponder deeply the Wonderment of not being your own entity? that is to say , to not belong inside the body to which you find yourself in. In The time to which you now stand. Maybe even the species to which you are formulated.
Surely the finch does not wish to be the falcon ?, even when clutched by it’s deathly talons.
Why would the fish think not, about swimming ever forward,, even into the abyss of the deep unknown. Surely such thoughts do not plague the mind of something that which seems so simple. So natural.
I recall reading about the thoughts of a past 19th century philosopher who declared that there is an innate pattern to all biological structures on this planet, thus intrinsically being all as you are ment to be. And all is connected as it should be for a purpose of exacting continuous flow.
But as I read his undoubtably correct notions on the signature of all things on this planet I could not help but rebuttal his words in my mind,,not of science, but of spirit.
Surely I do not even begin to state that his theory is incorrect ,,so then why do I get this ever deeper sense within my soul that my spirit does not belong?
To what time and space did I come fourth from, and will I ever return or reclaim this pure balance?
Our time as humans is over in a blink of an eye compared to this earth, what might time mean for the trees we so carelessly destroy, the mountains we hastily climb or the stars that shine down on us?
Is “this” time all I am to experience ? Or was there many more lives to be lived, both past and future? Ones that do not belong to this realm of inhabitants.
I guess only “our irrelevant” time will tell.
Till then, heres my love homies.
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