Sinking further,  Nearly 30 years burning, failing at catching passing winds. Waves of plenty. One half,  a wholehearted claim never have seen to try. Yet face forth my detriment violent essence persistently, as the other refuse to die.  Passing faces,, every few stages,  Throughout all my ages. Like already pre-spent, useless wages.  Nothing fills the…

Deflect or wash me away. I know your game.  My heart and head knows This is not ok. My soul is worth more then this decay. it definitely seems you only like me when you need or want to play.  Only around for happier days.  To only get it your way. Party times,, somewhere to…

**warning- shedding of skin in progress**  Partings with gratitude and love.   ‐————————————————— I’m just a lonely fox lost in decay. That bitter taste comes up,  The sinking feeling is heavy. As you drove your heart away I feel your energy dissipate around me. I tried hard to fight feelings of selfish desires,, So I continued…